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Hiya! Wow I haven't been on here in forever ._.
Well I is writing a journal again because 1. It's late and I'm bored as fuck. 2. I haven't updated it in a long ass time. And 3. I'm bored.
Well I haven't been drawing much lately which I know is bad but hey, school's in the way so what can I do about that? Nothing...exactly.
I'm trying my best NOT to fail atm. Although that is backfiring because I have only finished two subjects in grade 8 and I am supposed to be in grade 9. -sigh- Oh me~ -slaps myself- STOP BEING EFFING LAZY. (Like I said I was bored..) Anyways I would LOVE LOVE LOVE to have help to destroy the Art Block I have placed in the right side of my brain. I was thinking of actually posting poetry or stories sometimes as well. but then again I do like drawing. But I think my drawings have actually gotten worse...-is scared to post - ;^; we shall see I guess...
Also there is this one thing that is bugging the hell out of me. The word "love". It's thrown around like it's just another word in the dictionary (which it is don't get me wrong). It shouldn't be like that. It should ONLY be used when someone truly and honestly means that they love you or are in love with you. There are a few guys who will say it in one week and I just don't get how they can do that. It's kinda like playing with the other persons feelings. Don't say it unless you know you won't leave them for a long time or at least mean it and know that your feelings are pure. But anyways I thought I would get that off of my mind. Few guys say it to me and it's just annoying. Specially when you don't like them that way back...
Anyways tell me what is new with you and stuff. Also Raver-pocky I need you to update my profile -forgot how to do it..- It's so old D; I DO NOT talk like that anymore. Unless I'm bored with nothing better to do..
And that is it for the Journal update! xD
Well I is writing a journal again because 1. It's late and I'm bored as fuck. 2. I haven't updated it in a long ass time. And 3. I'm bored.
Well I haven't been drawing much lately which I know is bad but hey, school's in the way so what can I do about that? Nothing...exactly.
I'm trying my best NOT to fail atm. Although that is backfiring because I have only finished two subjects in grade 8 and I am supposed to be in grade 9. -sigh- Oh me~ -slaps myself- STOP BEING EFFING LAZY. (Like I said I was bored..) Anyways I would LOVE LOVE LOVE to have help to destroy the Art Block I have placed in the right side of my brain. I was thinking of actually posting poetry or stories sometimes as well. but then again I do like drawing. But I think my drawings have actually gotten worse...-is scared to post - ;^; we shall see I guess...
Also there is this one thing that is bugging the hell out of me. The word "love". It's thrown around like it's just another word in the dictionary (which it is don't get me wrong). It shouldn't be like that. It should ONLY be used when someone truly and honestly means that they love you or are in love with you. There are a few guys who will say it in one week and I just don't get how they can do that. It's kinda like playing with the other persons feelings. Don't say it unless you know you won't leave them for a long time or at least mean it and know that your feelings are pure. But anyways I thought I would get that off of my mind. Few guys say it to me and it's just annoying. Specially when you don't like them that way back...
Anyways tell me what is new with you and stuff. Also Raver-pocky I need you to update my profile -forgot how to do it..- It's so old D; I DO NOT talk like that anymore. Unless I'm bored with nothing better to do..
And that is it for the Journal update! xD
seriously back this time.
So there's been a fuck ton of shit happening since I last went on. A lot of heart break, betrayal (on both ends) and fuckery. Though finally concentrating on the arts and my singing now. So shits gunna get real. Btw I have improved so there will be actual good art to look at c;
Hello.
So as I have said on one of my most recent post, I have come back from the dead (slightly) and am going to start (trying) to draw more regularly. I know I have been lacking so bad.. I should really buy myself a new sketch book or something now too.. any-who when I get the chance I will be borrowing my friends Tablet until I can bring mine to the house, orr... find my pen, BUT ANYWAYS. :D
So yah, I will have more chances to draw and hopefully you guys can give me advice or requests on what to draw because, honestly, I simply do not have a clue on what to draw really. xD
Though, I really do want to start up again, so please help me g
Love-struck
I swear to god, he makes it so fucking difficult to not say I love you >:C
Gah, oh well, all about waiting I guess.
Ehem, anyways, Wales is getting closer and closer ! I'm excited ! I shall try and make some pictures of the scenery out there; modeling will be picking up soon, as I am finally getting work in it ! =D So those shall be posted as well as my old stuff I've been /Meaning/ to do. Just been a little pre-occupied ^^; You know, infatuation and such <3
I've been in a super great mood, oh ! as well as my drawing has improved since last I posted ! I shall post one now to think of it.
Bad side: Therapy has been split into two ses
I guess I'm a bit hurt.
So hey ! Long time no post I guess.
Loads have happened, and it's quite interesting really. So my ex and I broke up, we are still friends and all; and I have seemed to kind of moved on. There is this new boy, after years of being wrapped up in one man, its quite strange to say the least. He's such a gentleman; theres one issues. He lives far away. And it seems he doesn't want anything to go any further till we meet in person, which I understand.. but he's being so distant. I've been feeling really emotionally stressed out.. just because (I know he cares for me) its hurting me more with him trying to put some distance between us. I can deal
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@Raver: Lol alrighy, and yeah failing sucks. Also I shall try my best to reach a bloody scanner XD Also I shall try to phone you more often...IM SORRY BB <33333333 And yeah no worries there's nothing to rant about XD just thought I would put that fact out there. Everything for me is going well in the relationship department.
@Kaoru: I'm okkkk Youuuu? <3 and yeah XD BEING LAZY IS APART OF MY EFFING LIFE STYLE. Q A Q It makes me sad....... And I know what OTL is xDD <3
@Muffins: Yeah I know its kinda sickening but your love with Aaron is adorable <3 Hope everything stays happy~~ <3
@Kaoru: I'm okkkk Youuuu? <3 and yeah XD BEING LAZY IS APART OF MY EFFING LIFE STYLE. Q A Q It makes me sad....... And I know what OTL is xDD <3
@Muffins: Yeah I know its kinda sickening but your love with Aaron is adorable <3 Hope everything stays happy~~ <3